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readers.
I was sorry for being late to post the next story,
because of some reasons I couldn’t do that.
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I
Never Want to Leave You
“Vanee! Why you didn’t bring
the medicines just now?”
“Mom I’m sorry. I was in rush and forgot everything.
I promise it will not happen again.” I smiled toward my mother.
Today, the class in my school finished earlier
because there was an event that our teachers needed to attend. I was happy
because I could go the cinema with Gecko.
“Wow! See? I got it!”
Gecko screamed beside me.
“Hey! Why you got to be so loud? Why you take me to
this place meanwhile you playing that game?”
“I got a new land baby!” whispered near my ears.
“Oh ya? So I will get a free ice cream alright baby?”
I answered and our faces became very close
“Ice? Cream?” he asked awkwardly.
“Yes!” I smiled.
Thank
God for sending Gecko to this earth. He was my best friend and the ones who I loved.
He always knew my willing and condition. We have been passed everything
together for about more than six years and I felt that I was being closer with
him. I like how Gecko treated me like his sibling. He
freeze me when I was angry. He would sad when I was crying, excited when I was
happy, and smile when I was more than happy. Once in my life time, it is my
first time having such a great best friend and brother. He respects me much, so
then I respect him more than everything.
“Vanee.
Please hear me. Do not be too busy and please be aware with your conditions. We
are all wondering you all the times.” My father entered my bedroom and told me
everything he expect from me.
“Father, I knew that everything will not happen
smoothly. I must accept everything god decide for me and that will be the best.
That is also for you and all our family. Everything will be okay. Don’t worry.”
The next day, I went to
school as usual and met Gecko at the canteen.
“Ko, I see that Riza
done many things to show his feeling to me.”
“And then?” he answered.
Gecko
always got jealous when I talked about Riza. Since we were in an elementary school,
Gecko always compete Riza in case of having me as a girlfriend. Gecko never
knows that he always wins my heart and beat Riza for sure.
In
the evening after been treating by Gecko, I went back home and took a rest until
I fell asleep. After probably a few minutes, my phone rang. That was a message.
“Vanee, could you please go outside your house?” I smiled
while reading that message and then I went outside slowly.
“Vanee!” from across the street, I saw Riza brought
a big flower bouquet and a bar of chocolate.
“I’m so sorry for disturbing your time.” He said.
“Its okay.”
“Would you like to receive these?”
“I like chocolate. But I have it later on with
Gecko. Thanks!”
“Where will both of you go by the way?”
“We will do the homework. We usually do it every
evening at my house.”
Every
evening Gecko came to my house to finish some homework. But I banned Riza to
join it. I was afraid Gecko would be angry.
“Ko, he came here just now and gave me these. Seriously,
I thought that was you who sent me the message and told me to go outside my
house. But it’s okay. Let’s have it together!”
“Why?” I was shock Gecko asked me why.
“What do you mean? I want we have it together. Is that
wrong choice?”
“Why you want to have it together with me?” his tone
was different.
“Vanee. You always talked about Riza with me. But in
the other hand, you always avoid him for every single thing he done for you. You
always said somehow you couldn’t accept him yet. And the most important thing
is that you never allowed me to love you. You said that I cannot have you as
that will broke our friendship which is very beautiful and great for you. But however,
from your actions, decisions those didn’t show even you loved Riza. However, I felt
that you always put me above from Riza.”
“Vanee, I have forced my heart not to love you and
that’s hurt me a lot. It is just because I want to see you happy with Riza. However
I also sacrificed my deep feeling whenever you talked about Riza to me. But then
I confuse. Whether I need to keep it for you, or I need to lose you.”
I couldn’t deny my teardrops and I kept in silence.
One
week later, I went to a hospital and doctor said that I need to stay there for
having a better treatment.
“You must be strong Vanee! I believe your spirit
could fight this cancer.” I heard my mother cried and wished me a lot as well
as my big family.
Day
by day passed, and I felt not even better. I left some letters for my family
and of course for Gecko. I knew that leaved everything I loved is not a better
way, but I knew that god decisions will always be the best way.
See you in the next story :)
